Sunday, September 17, 2017

Apnoea positive


It’s 9.30 pm. The admissions to the emergency room continue to pour in – the beds have been exhausted, but the floor still has a few square feet of room. The interns and residents rush to complete their unfinished tasks, constrained by the limits of a 24-hour day. Away from this hustle and bustle, patients in the wards prepare for bed. The ward workers roll out their mats, hoping it will be an uneventful night. It rarely is.

In the meanwhile, far from sight, four of the hospital’s senior consultants gather in a small unassuming room on the sixth floor that holds a single patient.

“9.41 pm, ventilator disconnected”, calls out the nurse, as all eyes glance at the rhythm on the ECG monitor and the saturation on the pulse oximeter. The 26-year old boy on the bed lies motionless, without breathing. The trained eyes of the people in the room are nonetheless able to see the chest pulsate with every impulse of the heart – a heart that continues to beat in a body that has become incapable of living. The silence is punctuated only by the alarms from the disconnected ventilator and the scratch of the Anaesthesiologist’s pen as he meticulously records the patient’s vitals every few seconds.

The minutes roll by until the nurse calls out the time again – 9.49 pm. The Anaesthesiologist draws a blood sample and reconnects the ventilator. The Internist reads out the blood gas analysis, and records his findings in the case sheet: “Second apnoea test positive”. The patient is now essentially a living cadaver.

Brain-death occupies that very precipice between life and death, when the brain, the seat of consciousness, has completely and irrevocably ceased function, yet the patient continues to have an intact circulation; a beating heart. Oblivious to its predicament, the intrinsic automaticity of the heart ensures that, when supported with artificial ventilation, it continues to pump blood, even if it is to a dead brain.

Yet from this grimmest of circumstances, this particular patient’s final act is one of noble sacrifice. A few hours from now, in the dead of the night, three or even four individuals will be rushed into operating rooms across the city to prep for surgery – a surgery to replace a failed liver, a failed kidney, even a failed heart – an organ obtained from the still body of a young boy on the sixth floor.

“So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,

So long lives this, and this gives life to thee”
- Sonnet 18